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I was finally getting over you, believing' that we were through. I even found another crush, someone other than you. I was walking with my head up high, thinking' I wasn't gonna fall...then you had to smile at me and go ruin it all."
"You may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it...but I'm special. You're gonna meet a lot of girls throughout your life...and a lot of them will be special to you. But I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me."
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[02 Jan 2005|06:56pm] |
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wow i havent updated in like yearss haha happy new yearr !! well lets see my vacation wasnt too bad xmas i got wut i wanted then i went to maine for like 4 dayss it was funn and boring at the same time i hung out with my cousins and stuff and did family crapp with them i dkk my family is a bunch of weirdos lol , so yeah then i came home and went to the mall with dayna i missed that gurl SoooOo muchh i went with her cousin too emilyy and we saw leo and perry <33 missed themmm hahah dayYy i LOVe the KinG of The juNGle hahahha yess soo hottt =) so yeah we saw the fockers but i dkk it was boring to me so yeah and i saw that gayboo aka farsetta umm no explaination there sweettiee , so ya yaa then i went homee like late i guess and chilled outtt with jessica cause i havent seen that gurl in so long ahhah where are u ClarIceee hhahh ummmm then i went to my grandmas house for like a day and got my hair cut which i must say is vurrryyy shortt but i like it, its not really me but o well and then i babysat saturdayy so boringg thenn today i did nothing i had to babysit AgIAnn for like the 100th time but its ok cause i got my uggss so i should be thankfull haha =) yeahh my mother yelled at me for like 3 hours of how i dont appreciate anything and how im a slob and never clean my room ok wowwww a room is for getting dressed so obv im gunna have clothingg everywhere i dkk shes a doodyy then i had to watch the brats alll day it was fun tho i played mom and got to burn the pizza bagels and have the fire alarm go off hahah i really cant cook for shiottt i mean i either make them too cold and hard or i burn them LmaOoo , yeahh so that was myy day, my week , myy yearrr i hope this year is gunna be betterr im planning on studying harderr (ill see how long that lasts haha) and omgggg SAMANTHA STEINNN CAME BACK YESTURDAYYY i miSSEDD thattt GUrll!!!! hehe peace outtt froggyy
sCHoOll startss tommrrrooo Ewwwww!!=(
I loVEee DayNAa <333 KiiinGggg OF thHHEEe JunGGllEEee aka OBSESSTIONNN hahaha lovee yaa
I sit here crying, and you know what I'm realizing? That its okay to cry, because I lost something that I really cared about, something that I'm not too sure that I can ever get back, You. And even though I know you’re not crying over me, I still can't let go. Because I love you. I'm not sure how. But I do and it's okay to cry."
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You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be a l o n e and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
( i was so bored )
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Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
urmmm lets seee yesturday umm nothing really happened oh wait at the end of s.s danny mcdonalds desk fell on my ankle then his 300 pound bookbag fell on my ankle ha then i went to the nurse and she didnt give a shit so i was limping the whole day .. then after school went to danas house and we chilledd and did h.w watched laguna beach my obssestionnn <33 haha im so scared of her cat i swear that thing wants to kill me haha then my dad came and i went to the hospital to get ex rays i was scared cause im scared of doctors so when the dictor touched my ankle i was like hyperventilating haha yeah im cool so then i got crutches and went home and slept then my mom was like i cant go to school so yeahh i wanted to tho cuase i had this whole elf outfit planned but my mother suckss so yeahh sorry dayy =/ and today i did zero nothing zipp .. i watched romeo and juliet cause im so lost in that book i dont even kno who benvolio or anyone else is so now i kinda understand it so yeah that was my dayy comment pweezz
i love dana dejesusss no matter wuttt !!
samantha stein aka my loverrrr
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